The Prince who ran away.

I hate rushing. People. Things. I hate it when things go too fast 'cause I know that they would eventually end. And some things, I don't want to put a stop with. I had never thought of speaking with you, better yet be friends. I know we're not like friends friends, but still I consider you as one. Perhaps I consider you more than that. It was two years ago when I first saw you. And unlike most times, I knew that I'd never get a chance to know you. You're same as them who I've been involved with. Mysteriously charming and handsome. And you're much more of a package than them. But I knew that whatever I worked out with them, I could not apply with you. You have this air of difference from the others. Something that told me I could not just step up to you and talk. And I haven't. I didn't. I just savor the times I could see you, and those happened rarely. Then one day, you just disappeared. You stepped down from the system for personal reasons. And I told myself to forget you. We didn't have history anyway. And guess what, I did. I forgot all about you. Fast forward, and for some unknown reasons, you became an online contact. I was surprised. It wasn't much and it wasn't definitely something which would rekindle the thing I had for you. But there was a time, I could vaguely remember, that we started hitting it off. And little by little, I admit, I started falling for you. I wouldn't consider before that I fell for you 'cause I didn't know you. But then I started to know you, and I find it nice that we share the same interests. We're definitely on the same page of the same story. But then something happened. I don't know what that is. But you disappeared. Again. This time, I don't know why. I could only guess. But how authentic could my hypothesis be. I don't know much about you, and while I am on the verge of getting to know who you are, you just ran away from me. I really am trying to understand. Trying to figure out why the sudden escape. Had I been too clingy I don't know. All I know right now is that I am hoping for an explanation to all this. I'm praying that whatever it is, in the end, I deserve the wait.